I'm very sad right now; I feel like part of my family is falling apart. My family, the family I'm so proud of because we have been able to work things out and stay together all these years. The family I've always turned to. Well, part of that family is changing quickly. Sadly. Maybe for good. And dammit, I don't like it!
And I don't understand it. I don't understand how two people who have been through so much together can just decide not to try any longer. Let's separate; let's move my stuff out; let's sell the house. Let's quit...
...well excuse my language but Fuck that!
It's all so fast! What about the holidays? What about card games and cookouts and waterfalls and grand kids and Christmas lights and flowers in the summer and fall and Volkswagens and vollyball and too much food and...
At least no one is saying the "D" word yet. Maybe there is hope. I know there is with God. I just don't like the uncertainty.
I didn't have a title for this until the end. Reminds me of the song of the same name by Heart. Enjoy.
